The day i read about her untimely demise...all i could think off was what could have set her off so bad that she had no way other than killing herself. Is she a coward? I dont think so... it takes a lot from a person to take such a decision. Lets not judge Viveka...she did what she thought was right for that moment.
I can truly imagine her plight. She just needed someone to talk to, Someone to share her life (the good, bad and ugly) with. She just needed a shoulder to cry on. A friend to laugh with. She had non of what is needed to survive in this world. That makes me think. Money can only get you that far. Beyond that point Boy YOU NEED SOMEONE!. Being alone is the saddest thing that can happen to a person like Viveka... from what i read she was a vivacious and enthusiastic lady. She just needed company. Is it that difficult to have someone in your life?
See its a simple case. For example if you flunk your exams, but back home you know your parents will encourage you to do better in life, and they will support you. You will always feel motivated to do better. But if you fear rejection you will never get back to them. Long time back when i was 13, i remember my brothers friend committed suicide from jumping off a bridge. I still remember that till date. He was a very good student, but the pressure to perform better just got the better off him and soon he could not take it anymore. He died a day before his math board exam. Some trigger went off within him and he had to take that decision.
It is exactly what happened to Viveka, or Nafisa Joseph. Sometimes to get to a certain level you need to give up a lot of things. But when you get there, there is nobody to share your joy with. People around you become selfish and befriend you because, your company benefits them in more ways than one.
Feeling of depression is fierce. A very normal and fun loving person changes completely.
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